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Matheus Rodrigues
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I like playing video games and drawing, I love drawing, and I decided to create a DeviantArt to share my drawings pictures and stuff :D
Give me a Llama (:iconllama3dplz:) and you'll get another back! They are free, you know?
favorite game of all time: :iconkingdomheartsplz:
as I played the many games the Kingdom Hearts series came out. I had a lot of favorite characters... right now is Axel.
-my english is so fucking broken and I just don't care cause I'm sleepy as fuck atm-
A quick update on my thoughts at the moment, cause stuff happened and even more stuff is about to happen and I feel like making an entry (even though I already have drawn twice, which is kinda rare?)
Anyways, so, Ireland in january 10th to february 7th. Pretty much confirmed.
Not sure if I mentioned a girl on my last entry but I just checked and I don't believe I have. Anyways. After the breakup I was like: Now Imma fuck girls and shit. Didn't happen. Turns out I'm not fit for that, even if I want to. (not fucking girls, but getting them to fuck me for one night and just go away). I went driving to a bar (which is pretty fucking unusual for me to get the car) and then I did manage to only break my heart even more. Fuck life.
So I just added this girl and we ended up liking each other, I went to visit her last tuesday (I work all week, except for tuesdays), and it was pretty fucking sweet, and this week I will not work on wednesday, cause it's my birthday and she will come visit me (she lives in another city). So yea. Also, I lost a lot of fucking friends because of my ex. Cause she left me for someone I used to call a friend and I had lots of friends linked to that dude, now I am by myself AGAIN.
Even though I've found this girl, it doesn't feel like she likes me that much, even though she says she does like me, and I do like her, probably more than I should, but fuck me anyways. So let's just see what happens next. Good thing is she is cute and lovely and stuff, but she is also a nymphomaniac, which is fan-fucking-tastic. 
Also I will give up on college and do some other college, cause the one I'm now sucks so much, though I dunno which I'll go next, cause I'm a depressed loser, so I don't like doing anything, neither I'm good at anything

Summing everything up, I like a girl now and we're hanging around whenever we manage to (which is not many times, not at least march I would guess, which is a lot of fucking time), and I got stabbed in the back by tons of people and it just keeps happening. My head doesn't know what to feel. It's a mess. A complete mess. I don't know what to do next. I need help. I should be asleep. I'll go to a psychiatrist today before going to work. It's 3:30 AM and I still need a shower. I must be there at 9AM. And at work at 10AM.

~bye I guess

[EDIT] So yea, I went to the psychiatrist and I'm now officially depressed and am taking antidepressants, which reminds me of Serj Tankian's song Unthinking Society [/EDIT]
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Monstercat Podcast Ep. 33
  • Drinking: water


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isywood Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thanks for faving ;)
Eddsworld Fanart Frame by isywood
DarkMatt94 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome, that was a really swell drawing of Edd
isywood Featured By Owner Edited Nov 3, 2014  Student Filmographer
Also for this :o (Eek) 
Tea parties back in style by isywood
DarkMatt94 Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'll fave even more stuff along the time, I'm watching you, love your stuff
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isywood Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thank you haha :D
DzidziaMK Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014
Thank You for the Fav
DarkMatt94 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome
MezzoKoA Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav on Balloon Hat.
DarkMatt94 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! Loved the effect!
MezzoKoA Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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